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--- Robin M <rmasse2333@aol.com> wrote:
> Thank you for that! It really hits home when you say > it like that. You > write beautifully, I wish I could put my words > together like that to > explain how I feel. > robin M > > At Sun, 8 Sep 2002, Naildoc84@aol.com wrote: > > > >You don't know me, I'm just a face in the crowd, > Someday you might understand > >me, I look just like you. Your sister, your > mother, your friend. Today my > >face might be twisted, tear stained, and sad. > Today I might not smile, I > >might not hear, I might not stand. Today, I live > by today, When I first open > >my eyes, I get a glimpse of what today may bring. > Am I curled up in a ball, > >lying in, my own silent dream. Am I able to make > it to the tub, to relax, to > >get rid of the screams? IF i make it to the > kitchen, to eat, to take my > >meds, maybe I can kiss my kids without a tear in my > eye from the stabs, and > >the strain. Heading to work, I pray they won't see > through me, Did my eyes > >clear up I have to look ok. If I leave today, > there is sure to be rumors but > >how can I stay if the pain pounds like drummers. > I've lost myself somewhere > >in the stabbing, the jabbing, and the throbbing. > Somewhere in there was > >laughing, and running, and busy fun filled days. > Where did they go, look > >what is left behind, A shell of a person, I'm > hollow inside? If I look > >through my pain and stand outside of myself. I > could tell you of good times > >and happy no doubt. But they are clouded now, by > doctors, and tears. My > >story's no different from many you'll find here. > Someday my wish if for all > >to know, the struggles we face, every day as they > grow..... Adhesions are > >part of us, but not who we are. Please see past > our pain, and look into our > >hearts. For we are Mothers, and sisters, and > friends to all. But to us > >we're just looking to make it tomorrow. > >Kris Ann > > http://www.adhesions.org/forums/listcmds.htm