I will keep you in my thoughts & prayers. I know what
you are going through, just take it hour by hour.
That's all I do. My younger sister has scleraderma, my
father-in-law has terminal cancer, my mother has an
invalid husband who is slowly killing her (she's his
only caregiver), etc. etc. I feel so guilty because I
can't even help anyone because of having to deal with
my own pain. But please don't give up! We are here for
you anytime you need to talk it out. Just hang in
there!
Take Care, Rita
--- rowdyladyrose@aol.com wrote:
> I am so sorry I haven't been here for you all > lately. > > I've been having a really rough time lately. Seems > like my whole family > is falling apart. My sister's husband has asked for > a divorce after 23 > years of marriage as well as her having to have > another angioplasty next > week (3rd in a year). My brother has diabetic > neuropathy of the feet > (can't feel them at all) and his doctor has messed > up HIS disability. My > mother no longer recognizes any of us and her > kidneys are failing. My > husband is still dealing with being sued from an > accident that happened > over 1 1/2 years ago as well as waiting to hear if > the company he works > for is getting sold and if he will still have a job. > And of course he > worries about me, which is a full time job. > > I can't keep food down most times, if I do, then it > just races out the > other end. Social Security is being their usual > 'helpful' selves. NOT. > I either don't sleep at all or sleep too much. I am > suicidal and have > to depend on my friend to pay my therapy bills. I > probably should be > hospitalized but can't afford it. None of my crafts > are selling at the > consignment store. I can't hold down a regular job. > > I am hanging on my fingernails and they are breaking > one by one. I > don't mean to bring you all down, but it's just been > so horrible. My > friends avoid me. I don't even want my pets around > and they don't > understand. I can't write poetry, can't read, all I > want to do is cry. > > Please pray for me. > > kcmo rose > > http://www.adhesions.org/forums/listcmds.htm