I am 39 I have had 3 c-sections, a hysterectomy & 3 surgeries to remove
scar tissue. I am in severe pain now, taking MS contin at night & about
4 vicodin aday along with my depression meds. I have suicidal pain
right now, but I am going to give my MS Contin another day or two to
build up in my system. My Dr told me that I was taking meds that a
dying person would take, I told him I am dying. 2 years of almost
continuos pain has aged me & if I dont get any help I would not live
past the end of the year. I have found different drs to try, & have
tried differnt meds to go along with my vicodin, but now, I look irratic
because of all the different drs & meds. My PC wants me to go to detox,
because he thinks I am addicted to my meds, he just doesnt understand
that I am in sever pain. In the last 2 months, I cant really do
anything. My husband & my kids are doing all the cooking & cleaning.
One morning I got my own cup of coffee, the 10cup coffee crafe felt so
heavy that I almost droped it. I dont want to take pain meds, I want a
Dr to fix me. I want my life back!! I would like to find a dr that
would do surgery on me using one of the adhesion barriers. There is not
one in New Mexico.