I was out most of the day with my husband, too pretty to be in, and we
picked up our new windstar van, makes our flea markets easier on us. I
have not been feeling good at all, I was off all meds except trazadone,
the pain center told me to get off for a few days since it seems to be
stopping to help the pai, and start it back up, the only good thing was
the bowels were moving, but the stool has definitely gotten very thin,
and my dr says he is concerned some about the thinness of the stool, I
do not understand that. But the pain was harder just trying to walk and
get in and out of the car this morning, and impossible to walk even a
small hill. I could not take it any longer, and within an hour of
taking it I felt ALOT better. The gyn knows I cannot live this quality
of life, and knows I want to feel like me, and I do, I want so bad to go
back to part time work, and right now I know I would not be able to be
dependable, so I stay at home. I am home alone, my son is 23, and it
gets so lonely. I look forward to being here and talking to the girls
who understand, I feel like I have known Helen FOREVER! You are super
Helen, I have always wondering, Helen, are you going to ever opt for the
surgery, or exactly how you are feeling, you do so much for all of us. I
have been extremely depressed, and I love to hear from you all, but it
seems alittle quiet here, I guess we are all somewhat busy, at least we
try to be. I am going to go for now and lay down for awhile, and am
very tired, my energy levels are getting AWFULLY low. I am tired all
the time. I hope you are all having a pretty evening like we had
tonight, it is going to be raining here soon. We Cincinnati people are
looking forward to Monday, opening day for the Reds, with the new
addition of Ken Griffey Jr. Home with his dad.