Thank-you Toni ! My mother died 4 years ago on April 14th. They probably met on their way to heaven ! I too know how horrible the wait can be when you know there going to die. It took my mom a year. I cherish every minute I had with her that last year. Well I love to garden so ysterday I tried to do just alittle bit and this morning I can not get out of PAIN ! This week-end my husband told me to book the nicest room at the coast. I have been wanting to run away for the last few weeks with or with out him.Alot of tension between my sister and brother and me . All I do is cry.We have so much to split up . I told my brother that I was very sick and all he had to say is "we all are". He is usually a very sweet guy. He calls me sweetheart all the time and always kisses me good-bye and sometimes hello. It is all the tension and grieving. My room has a large hot tube with jacuzi and a view. Not much view on the west coast,in washington, though. It is usually clouded over Thanks for your thoughts and prayers, Jaynie