Re: Taking a break...karla
From: toni welsh (firstname.lastname@example.org)
Wed Sep 27 09:34:43 2000
At Mon, 25 Sep 2000, Karla wrote:
>I wanted to let everyone know that I am going to step away from this
>group for awhile. I need to do this for myself. I am so frustrated
>with everything and I don't think that I can give the support that
>people need. I find myself getting angry that everyone is able to go
>and have their surgeries and feel better. I find myself angry when
>people can do something about their situation....but don't. I don't
>want to be that way....it isn't fair you all. I find myself sending
>emails that go unanswered.....maybe because you don't know what to say?
>I don't know. But I do know that this is not where I need to be.
I care alot about you and all of you here, but I am frustrated also. I
have too many drs not agreeing on surgery that is why I am not going to
do anything yet!
I was so sick yesterday, after using the fentanyl patch, my husband had
to come home for the rest of the day, I talked to pain clinic, and she
told me remove it right away, but it took 24 hours to enter the system,
and it takes that long to get out of your system, I was so sick, I would
never try it again. The pharmacy told me that it is stronger than
morphine, I did not know this, I had a reaction to morphine in the
hospital, after surgery, and they changed me to demeral through the IV!