<< <bnb@cybrzn.com> >> I read that email and did laugh myself as i said boy she must be stressed out for sure to send it to all to read and then say please don't say anything... on the other hand i did feel bad that you did that ... you have a life bev and you need to tend to your loved ones.. i would never think that you had deserted anyone here after all i have read from you...i am a new comer and have just started to email others about their problems and mine have talked to helen as well she was a great help to me.. i need this site to keep my sanity... thanks bev and good luck and prayers are with you .... nanc