To Chrissie from Sally

From: Sally Grigg (
Fri Mar 16 11:00:46 2001

Dear Chrissie, Hang in there. My husband doesn't want to hear me either, so we never discuss it. I'm starting to realize that I have a good doctor, he did cut my bladder, but it wasn't really his fault. The adhesions were so thick he couldn't see anything. He listens to my pain. I hope he doesn't stop. I've decided that I'm not going to have any more operations until the reseachers figure out more. I could be a lot worse than I am. I can still walk. I read this site almost everyday. Love and hugs, Sally

Chrissie wrote:

> It's the "cheery" Chrissie posting today. I'm usually good in posting
> only positive things but today, after a trip to my pain doctor, I don't
> know if I have anymore cheer in me. I know what helps my pain so why,
> why does a doctor NOT listen to me? Why do I have to go to doctor to
> doctor just to find one that will listen to me? I'm am getting very
> tired of this and don't know how much more I have left in me. I feel so
> very alone. My husband really doesn't want to hear it anymore. My long
> term disability is looking as if it will be denied because my condition
> is pre-existing. There are other things going on in my life that are
> not positive and I feel as if I can't even catch a break. Maybe I'm
> just venting to people who do listen to me. Or maybe, I just had
> enought today and I can't take it anymore. When I feel like this, I
> tell myself tomorrow will be better and today is just a mood. So,
> that's probably what will happen - I'll feel better tomorrow. Thanks
> for letting me vent.
> Love and Hugs,
> ~Chrissie ox's
> NH

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