Re: To Millie

From: Millie (milliem@citlink.net)
Fri Jun 1 21:24:58 2001

Karen, Sounds like you'll have a house full of guests. As far as that TAH, I know it has done major damage both physically and mentally Did you ever read the newsletter put out by HERS? It explains what happens during and after a hyst. They call ovarian removal castration. That is such a nasty,cutting word. This is probably eating at me,too. Then after seeing my Mom suffer for 4 months before she died... I feel as if I could have done more to have straightened out her care. She was always there for me, and Karen, I really let her down. I think this un-needed hyst is part of a payback. Maybe I deserved it. My one dog is in here with me. He knows when I'm hurting or upset. I remember graduating, and time sure flew. Love, Millie

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From: KCarter706@aol.com To: Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS Sent: Friday, June 01, 2001 9:55 PM Subject: Re: To Millie 

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  Millie,


  I am so sorry you shed so many tears. I am really a tear-jerker when I want
  to be. Lately it was a lot. When Mark graduates in two weeks from High 
  School, I should bring 2 boxes of tissues with me, and then some for the rest
  of the family. I was lucky enough to have 3 boys before losing my female
  parts, but there is still that twang in me when I see like that show "A Baby
  Story" for the life of me I don't know why at almost 44 years old, I watch
  it, then I cry even more. I am more than thankful I have my 3 boys, and they
  are good kids, Mark is 19, has a sweet girlfriend Karen, 16, Matthew is 15,
  and Michael is 13. We have been married almost 21 years. Last night my hubby
  said he's glad we can't have anymore, and I am so sorry but sometimes
  watching those shows I get so darn greedy, I want to just crawl in a hole and
  cry !!


  I can't say how I would feel in your shoes, but I do have two sister's that
  cannot have children and I know it's agonizing. I really feel for you. Please
  feel free to write me anytime and vent. I know it's not hard to dwell on a
  lot of things. We are trying to get the house in order for two weeks from
  now, I am having maybe 8-12 extra bodies for 3 nights !! At least we have 3
  floors we can split everyone up. ha ha!! Where you can find space lie down,
  but my room is MINE !!


  Hope you get to feeling better, with my new medications I am finally feeling
  better, especially today. since 2 days ago, I have progressively gotten
  better and come out of my (shell) bedroom. My poor kids wondered what was
  wrong with my hibernating, and I couldn't even cook dinner.


  I have written you a book here, so stay well..and write when you wish. 
  Keep your chin up, Love Karen


  Karen Carter

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