Yeah, the "what if's" are horrible. Before the lap, I prayed to lose my reason so things -- the pain -- wouldn't bother me so much. Now I just pray. Hope your "what if's" aren't too bad. I'm wrestling mine to the ground with chocolate covered fingers. <BG>
Sally -- you had the "what if's" the other day, are you feeling better today? I sure hope so. Have been praying for you and thinking about you often. At least it's June now and your visit to the great healing doctors in PA is drawing nearer!
Janet -- I hope you enjoy your company and that you're feeling pretty good. Let's say this is as bad as it will ever get, for you and for me, and that we'll be OK. Better yet, let's say that inside of 6 months, our bodies will have surprised us by doing some miraculous healing. It could happen!!! Ya never can tell...
Thanks for thinking of me. I'm thinking about you too -- have a great, pain-free weekend.
Love,
Lynda M. in AZ