Hi Rose!
What you wrote is very well said thats exactly how i feel!
i could'nt say it better myself! I know i'm not preggers cause i have
nothing left either lol! So thank you for describing how i feel:0.
Love ya Colette
> >OH, oh, pain, how you discomfit me, let me list the ways: > > - can't hold my p. > - catch in my hip > - muscle cramps down my leg > - spasms in my lower back > - first too much sh--, then, oh then, the cramping and then - none > - constant pulling, hot pain in my lower right pelvis > - nausea > - swelly belly - can't be preggers, nothing of THAT left in there > - nagging low level all-the-time throbbing in the belly button area > - need more sleep than a new-born >- gain weight when you can eat (your body is in starvation mode from >when you can't and sucks up every ounce of calories you choke down) >- lose weight when you can't (so now 'they' think you have an eating >disorder) >- eternal search for a pain medication regimen that gives some kind of >life > >to continue with the saga, let us show the ways we pay: > > - doctors telling us it's all in our heads > - psychiatrists referring us back to those same doctors cause it's real > - family, co-workers and friends disbelief and avoidance >- continual stress dealing with uneducated ER personnel, physical >therapists, etc. >- phone calls, letters, e-mails to insurance carriers trying to get >proper care. >- depression, loss of self esteem, suicidal ideation and >anti-depressants that don't do anything for the underlying cause. > >Phew.....what a life! > >kcmo rose