BAD DAY
From: Lisa (anonymous@medispecialty.com)
Mon Jul 16 21:13:07 2001
Hi everyone! I know we've all had bad days, but for me today was an
emotinal
rollercoaster. It started nice when I had a wonderful conversation with
my ex and felt supported in all the recent turmoil. Then the mail came
and a check I was expecting wasnt sent, but bills came in by the dozens.
All of course due immediatly. NO INCOME, LOTS OF BILLS! This is when it
gets
hard to be single. Before I knew it I was laying in a ball sobbing
as if I had just had every emotion I ever felt pore out. Next thing I
knew I was emailing my ex a PMS (poor me syndrome email) thank god
he came back with a witty response instead of jumping down my throat!
Tell you what though - a couple of hours were ruff today- this all
fueled the pain which seems to be increasing by the moment BUT boy
did the support come out today! It seems god has a way of knowing
when we need it the most!
I wish everyone support from their loved ones!
Thanks for allowing me to "vent".
--
Lisa - NYC
PS Still dont know what day my surgery is going to be. I called Yale
today (one of the things that fueled my emotions) as I want to get
it over with, the anticipation is driving me nuts. Im not expecting
a miracle but I would like to go back to work.
--
Lisa - NYC