Dear Bonnie, I'm sorry that there is very little I can do of a practical
nature. Do you have any support system? A family? Church? Day care group?
Pain support group? Mental health help? You need some help and I wish I could
give it to you, but I live miles from anybody. Please don't give up. We're
here for you to vent and talk to and cry on our shoulders. Please pray. We
love you. Sally