Dear Marianne, I'm sorry you are having such a hard time. Life is not easy. Do
you have any kind of support group? Church, pain group, therapy group,
friends, Someone to physically reach out and hug you. The board is great but
life can be lonely when you're in real pain all alone even when you're
surrounded by people. If they're not connecting you need to find ones who will
connect. Sorry to sound so preachy, I'm only writing out of caring, Hope
things get better soon, Love, Sally