Ok yes i do have power of attorney for now! So i was told! My dad is in
Las vegas Nevada! I'm in Tempe AZ! So its like this he is suppose to
have a state gaurdian but it has'nt gone through court yet so there for
i'm next of kin thats why i make the decision! I called his nurse today!
He cannot speak to me cause he does'nt know where he is at! he has
dimensiea! He has in the past tried to kill himself before by eating
plastic forks, anything not eatable! His will to live is gone he is not
mentally whom he used to be! I soo want to be there for him but my hubby
thinks its better right now with my health issues not to be with him too
much stress! I feel so guilty! My dad worshipped the ground i walked on
he did everything for me! And i can't do much for him! As far as the
G-tube its inserted into his stomach to give him nutrients but i know he
does want it and he'll just pull it out i know deep down he wants to die
and the right thig would be to say yes put the tube in but on the other
hand i really want to say no let him go in peace he's tired and mentally
not there! well the dr.is going to call and i'll talk to him about it
more!
On the other hand i had a really bad night last night i was in so much
pain i cried i bet the stress did that so not much sleep and back to not
eating but on the good note i did make dr aptt w/my family doc. for
this wens just so that i could maybe get something to help me over this
little hump!! Thank you so much for your prayers!
Love ya Jo!
Bye for now Colette