Sorry this is all falling on your shoulders; my shoulder's aren't that big anymore but there's room for you. I do hope all works out for you. So many of us need to contribute financially to our households but have this horrible disease that has left us unable to work. I am not sure what the answer is here, but it seems so unfair and it saddens me so to think that so many are out there working with such horrible pain.
Love you Rose,
Helen C.