Hi everyone!! Its been MONTHS since I've been around here, but I really
need some help!
I believe I quit visiting this sight around Christmas time....ummm Does
that tell anyone anything about Me and my mental health? I'm not really
sure why I stopped coming here, but I know it helped me when I was
coming every day or so.
The last few months have been AWFUL!!!! I live in a fairly good size
town,
about 150 miles or so from Spokane, WA and about 250 or so from Seattle,
WA. I have spent the last four monthx o so trapsing around Washington
state and even into Portland, OR trying to find a Dr. who actually
gives a shit about me, my condition, and living a pain free life with
little cost to me! I HAD "family Dr." who has yet to return my phone
calls from FEBRUARY, let alone the one last week requesting a referral
to a pain clinic in Portland, Or, since I have family there I can stay
with if I need to......No response as of yet....
I'm having to make some pretty major decisions and I really feel alone!
I have family here who are willing to listn to me mone a grone, but when
I ask for "advise".....they just say the decision is up to me. I have
no idea what to do./.....Do I relocate my son in his sophmore year of
school? or do I just live the way I've been living for another three
years until he's out of school?
Do I go to Seattle,WA where I don't really know anyone, but really like
the Dr. I have found there....Or do I move to Portland where I have a
sister I can stay with until I get on my feet and find a place???????
I'M SOOOO CONFUSED AND COMPLETELY FED UP WITH DR'S AND THIS SINKIN
ILLNSS........I'm trying really hard not to feel sorry for myself, but
am having a REAL hardtime as of lately....PLEASE....HELP!
Is pain management the way to go? Does it REALLY help or is it a waste
of time and expenses?
Sorry to be whining and blabbering.....someday, I hope I can come in
here and tell you all that life is great and I'm having a blast!!!!!
Won't be anytime soon I'm thinking......butya never know!
Thank you all or being here and "Listening"
Love,
Kelley L