-- -------Original Message------- From: adhesions@adhesions.org Date: Tuesday, April 02, 2002 10:28:58 AM To: Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS Subject: Visit to the dr-- Rose, It's hard to win some times. If you go to the Dr. and you are downed out from the pain, they say you are depressed. When you go in and try to smile, they think that your pain isn't so bad. Every time I go to PM, my pain that day is low so I don't tell him how it makes me so miserable. I was up all night with mine, it usually hits at night when my intestines start moving. I broke down and bawled like a baby at about midnight. I had to get up at 5:30 to go to work. I feel wiped out. My pain has gotton worse as I went to a University Dr. last week and they placed a pessory in me and it hurts but I don't even want to try and take it out. I think it is pressing on my adhesions. I am glad you wrote your letter. Even though you may not get through to the dr. It will help you emotionally. Love, Kel .