Now, don't feel guilty or unwanted. Because you are neither. We love you and care about you and want you to get better. We need to lift each other up somehow. So, I'm going to take a deep breathe and say a long prayer for you followed by a few minutes of silence in which I focus on you and try to visualize what's happening and send good thoughts your way. Love, Sally
>----- Original Message -----
From: "Pascale Vlaun" <nevinvlaun@megatropic.com>
To: "Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS"
<adhesions@mail.medispecialty.com>
Sent: Friday, April 26, 2002 9:08 PM
Subject: Re: Support
> Dear Bonnie,
> Please do not be discouraged if you do not receive a response right
> away. I am positive a lot of people are reading all the postings, as I
> am, but there are so many of them! Please explain me a little bit more
> about your history if you have a change. I am myself at a low point in
> my life again, after 8 surgeries of which 2 by the famous Dr.Korell in
> Germany and things look like they are getting worse and worse again.
> Don't ever give up hope though, try to stay strong and try to remain
> positive as hard as that is sometimes :-)
> Everybody is thinking with you and in our hearts and minds we are
> thinking of each other and praying for better days for each of us. I
> hope to hear from you soon, either via the board or my personal e-mail,
> please feel free to contact me anytime!
>
> Take care
> Love,
> Pascale Vlaun
> St Maarten
>
> At Fri, 26 Apr 2002, Bonnie L. wrote:
> >
> >I am feeling very lost,alone,and very very sick. I have absolutley no
> >support here at home noone cares whether I am sick or not and that
> >hurts, and I come to this board because what I remember this board is
> >very supportive and I really really need you all and your support. If
> >not answers just some encourageing words. I have checked here for the
> >past 2 days, and noone has bothered to respond to my post. It's nice to
> >know that people out there actually read the messeges posted, but how am
> >I suppose to know if there is no response? I know my post is typical of
> >me, but I am at a very very low point right now, and all I wanted was
> >just some words of encouragement, but didn't get it. Is it because I
> >have contributed to the board? If so, I am very very sorry. my pain has
> >me totally immoble sometimes and I cannot always be on the computer. I
> >am lucky when I can get on. Please don't take this as a put down or
> >being mean in any way, I am just disappointed,I am also in alot of pain,
> >so much pain that I wish I could just curl up and die right now. Please
> >understand that I need you all, I know I am hardly here but you guys are
> >always on my mind. I am sorry if this is taken the wrong way, I
> >honestly have no clue what I am saying,alot of it is the disappointment
> >of my reoccuring pain and also being medicaded beyond coharence.
> >
> >Bonnie
>