Brenda - just so upset

From: Chrissy492@aol.com
Tue Jun 25 13:17:30 2002

HI Sweet Brenda! ") I'm sorry you're having the big time blues. I wish I could turn your blues into pink! ") Financial situations in our case sucks. Yep, I used the potty word sucks (sorry Sally, I know you hate that word) Right now I'm out on disability, but have to go back to work Aug. 6th. It's so hard as you all know, to work 40 hours a week and have this disease. Brenda, please know that we, I, understand you...will always understand you. We have those people out there that take a look at our outsides and say - you don't look sick, are you faking it?! Those types of ignorant people make me so angry! That's why I so enjoy coming here and saying...HEY, I hurt, feel bad, no one understands me.......and what I say those things.....all these beautiful people here come to my rescue and say.....you are not alone my sweets. That's what I'm telling you Brenda, you are here to vent, cry, scream, have a potty mouth now and then, and we listen, help, support in any way that we can to make you smile that beautiful smile again....ahhh, the joy of beautiful friendships huh? Love and hugs coming you way Brenda, ") ~Chrissie xo's

In a message dated 6/24/2002 11:20:19 PM Eastern Daylight Time, adhesions@adhesions.org writes:

> Date: Mon, 24 Jun 2002 16:43:48 -0500 (CDT)
> From: sweetlovin2u2002@hotmail.com (Brenda)
> To: ADHESIONS@OBGYN.NET
> Subject: Just so upset!!!
> Message-ID: <200206242143.g5OLhmd09617@mail.medispecialty.com>
>
> Hey everybody, well has not been a very good monday. Been in pain all
> day then because I can't work financially I am strapped and I have just
> had enough I don't know what to do anymore just feel like my life is
> falling apart and I have no controll of anything anymore. When I was
> working I was finacially secure. I use to be good at keeping my
> finances in order and on top of all my bills. Now slowly everything is
> falling apart. I do have a boyfriend but part of me doesn't want help
> from him cause I wasnt to do things on my own so that I can say I did
> it. I am sorry I am babbling on just really tired of all this. You
> know the worse thing is I feel like just giving up I know I can't cause
> I have kids to think about. But how can anyone live with adhesions and
> try and get yourself fix to be pain free and to deal with lifes little
> problems that come up. It is so darn hard and to tell you the truth I
> just want to run away. I have been crying all day and try to figure out
> what to do. You know sometimes I feel that nobody really understands
> what I am going through. I am sorry I gonna just go but just felt I
> need to write how I was feeling.
> Well Love you all.
>

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