Dear Kris, It is not about hearing " the answers I want to hear" its about knowing that people have the right to make choices for themselves!! And if I should so choose to want to help at any cost to find a solution for this,,, if it helps others and myself,,, then I feel it is worth the risk!!! I want to live that badly!!! But I do not feel it is fair to be condemed for wanting to try!!! Some people just sit idlely by and let it take them over,, I on the other hand,,, am a fighter and always will be!!! I have surrvied more odds than most,,, just the 16 surgeries for Adhesions alone,,, not counting ALL the others should show my will to live is greater than some!!! My will to live is strong enough to say "Hey" "If you have to keep having these surgeries to stay alive,,, why not make them count for something ,,, such as finding a cure"?????? I am very grateful for your thoughts and prayers,,, they are indeed appreceated!!!