Well everybody I have had enough. I was in bed for the past two days, I
can't even deal with this anymore. I know I need to be strong but I
just can't take it, they have me on two kinds of morphine. The doctor
has sceduled me for two diffrent kinds of xrays and I will be going for
cat scan of my pelvis also. I just can't deal with this pain and how my
life has changed so much I am not the happy go lucky person I use to be
I have no patients what so ever for my kids and it is not even there
fault. Dealing with disability I am waiting for a court date but why to
find out that this is not a disabling disease I am sorry I am sounding
so negative just tired and depressed and has had enough. I will talk to
you all later I am crying and I can't type anymore.
Brenda