I have just read your post on the IAS board about the hard time you are having after your recent surgery and high doses of morphine. I was very concerned for you when I read your first message about trying to deal with withdrawal after they took you off this drug! My fears have come to fruition and you are now suffering what I hoped & prayed you wouldn't.
Sweet special friend, know that I care about you and have you in my thoughts and prayers always... there is NO SHAME in what you are going through, you have a lovely family and a doctor who seems to be doing his best to help you. I hope that the councelling helps you and that we see your happy messages on the board again soon.
The top priority for you right now is to get well, don't apologise or worry about anyone else on the board, we will support and care for each other, you just look after you. I am sure you have received many messages of support and love, so take things one day at a time my friend and look to your children and husband for that special magic of love that helps us heal from impossible wounds.
Love and warm gentle huggles (my daughters idea... a cross between hugs & cuddles)
Jo
-- Joanne Eslick Founder Australian Adhesions Support Group http://www.bombobeach.com NSW Australian Co-ordinator of International Adhesions Society http://www.adhesions.org
-- I am not a medical person, and all my messages are based on personal experience. I am a fellow adhesions sufferer reaching out to help others.