Okay, so I have pi$$*d off my primary care doc for always trying to get
the help I need to deal with endo and adhesions. I do have a new doc I
see on Nov. 4 th.
My doc thinks I'm a loon with talk about lysis of adhesions and adhesion
barriers. This is the same lot that sent me into the streets of Boston
@ 4: 30am
puking and on morphine while I was having a partial obstruction. I
loudly refused to sing the discharge papers and stormed out. Long
story.
So they don't want to deal with me.
I went a few weeks back about being 6 mos pregnat looking w/ distention.
He did not even examine me!!! He sat me down and said we have to get my
mood in order before anyone would take me seriously. I took it ( his
condecention, felt like a bad dog). He perscribed a new drug to replace
my celexa to remeron which I am not tollerating at all.
Horrible consitpation. Not what I need. He said he'd call when he had
more time to spend with me. (I'm sure Thats a high priority) thank
goodness i did not mention my plans to go to Germany...he might have
sent me to a looney bin or put me on thorazine or something.
I have been on klonapin since right before my hysterectomy about a year
ago. I started out taking half a pill as needed but I was suspose to
take a whole a day and over time he saw fit to increase the dosage to 2
a day...half in am half in pm and full @ bed. He only perscribed
45 a month. I never noticed the discrepency. After the last you are nuts
talk I decided to take all my meds as perscribed...I do so want to be a
GOOD patient. I told him about the discrepency and he said he would fix
it.
I thought with my new scripts he'd make that change. No change, I am
believe he will fix it when I cal the office to remind him. Three calls
over two days to actual person to please tell him I am almost out and I
still believe he is going to fix it. Well I milked out the last pill to
1/2 a night as I was getting worried. I took my last half the night
before last......I have not slept, boy I syre want to but my jaw is just
clenched. I have to wait another 5 days before
insurance will give me the next refill. I have tried hame remedied but
I don't see sleeping anytime soon. Please help with any suggestions or
advise. I know I am ranting but you all have been there for me before.
Oh ya. My new doc only works on mondays and is on vacation now. He is
an internest that took care of both my grandparents as they we're dying.
He is @ Mass General the only hospital I have not tried. I don't want
to poision him with contact from beth israel. The head of GYN surgery @
Brigham and womans
did not think me a loon. Took me seriously and only read my most recent
operative report ( all I gave him) I mentioned about Germany at the end
of the exam and he said my best bet was to go to Germany. I know I am
not crazy but with the shenanagans and run arounds and pain you'd be
depressed too.
Love to all,
Dawn