Dear Alaina,
In reading your post, I can deeply empathis with you. It is not unusual
for adhesions to grow immediatly after ones surgery. i know this does
not help one bit with you feeling so depressed also continually sick.
Knowledge is the key for your Dr. hon, you can get the Confluent Spray
print out and send it or take it on your next visit. Whenever I see
something promising I always send it to my Dr who does my surgery to
keep him more updated on new things.
There is nothing one can say to lighten the burden of always feeling
down except we are here, we truely care and we can "feel" what you are
experiencing as we do also. Please at this point make a decision to
seek pain management as it will help you immensely hon. Education is
such a vital tool one can stay focused in while the depression seems so
overwhelming and I will pray for you sweet Alaina as you are an
important part of life and please do not ever forget that. I am a true
believer that God has a plan and as long as we have our faith he will
let us see the way in some form of hope... Fondly- Shawna