At Fri, 15 Nov 2002, rowdyladyrose@aol.com wrote:
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>I had the sleep study done and the doctor wanted me to stop all the
>medication that I take for pain, migraines and FMS...well, can't do that
>and now I can't afford more tests or the O2 sleep mask either! I'll just
>go with my little naps cause what little life I have is made possible by
>those 'nasty' little meds.
>
>Good Luck,
>kcmo rose
>
>At Wed, 13 Nov 2002, Robin M wrote:
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>>Dear All
>>I don't post much, but I read everyday what is going on with everyone &
>>pray for all every night. I havent been doing too well lately. My pain
>>is just horrible. I havent slept all night since my open abdominal
>>surgery in June. They found out that my O2 level drops while I sleep,
>>which might prove to be sleep apnia. I go in for a sleep study on
>>Thursday night. I hope they will have the answer to my sleep problem
>>soon. I am still trying to raise money to get to Germany, but it is
>>going really slow. I have already sold most of my beloved cat & frog
>>collection on e bay & had some raffles. I sometimes feel I will never
>>get my life back! I have just been down. I have suffered from bi polar
>>since pre teen, so being 41, I should be used to the lows, but, I am
>>not. I just feel so desprate. Although my family, (my hubby & kids)
>>are very supportive & take great care of me, sometimes they get tired of
>>hearing about it. I just feel like screaming sometimes!! I hurt like
>>H___ & I am tired of it. Some days, I am holding on by a thread, most
>>days, I am good, but, sometimes, it just gets to me really bad. I hate
>>the crying & feeling sorry for myself. My grandma always told me there
>>is always someone worse off than me & I believe it, but, somedays are
>>just too much!! I am glad I have a place that I can come & let these
>>feeling out. I think getting them out helps. Thanks for taking the
>>time to read this.
>>love to all robin M