Re: Even more problems!!!

From: Millie (milliem@citlink.net)
Sun Nov 24 14:39:31 2002


Cherryl, Today is even worse. I am so in my own little world. I just have this awful feeling that something real bad is happening to me. I really think my time is running out, and I am so scared. I don't know what to think or what to do. Everyone has noticed the changes in me. I think Ed is very frustrated that I've been to so many Drs., and get worse. I get so envious of women I know of that have had hysts, and don't have a single problem. I am so tired of this, and I am slowly starting to give up on getting better. I cried so hard this afternoon that I wanted to be with my mom. I miss her so much. I curled up on the floor and cried so much for her. When I look at myself in the mirror, it is an awful sight. I look twice my age. Millie.

>----- Original Message -----
From: Koolinsask@aol.com To: "Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS" <adhesions@mail.medispecialty.com> Sent: Saturday, November 23, 2002 10:06 PM Subject: Re: Even more problems!!!

> Millie, I don't have anyone here either! Thank God for this site is
> right!!!!! And don't ever tell yourself you deserve what you get! You
don't > deserve this one bit, none of us do! Men can't handle women crying, I
think > sometimes they may feel helpless! If they don't try to understand, that
can > be a problem though!!!! My husband gets mad at me, and I usually tell him
> where to go! He has no right, nor does he have a clue how i truly feel! I
> have learned to take no shit from anyone! Especially those who don't even
try > to get this! I have lost a lot of family members, mainly my in-laws, but
> that's the way it goes! If you don';t want to try, then I say good-bye, we
> have enough damn stress!!!!!! Sorry, i think i needed to vent
> lol............Millie, just keep on plugging, and you are going to be
okay! I > really think you will be hun......
>
> Your friend
> Cherryl
>


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