My dear Grey, at least go into the hospital, and get checked out please!!!!!!
If there is a partial obstruction that could be dealt with, without
surgery!!! If it's a total, well then, you need medical attention.....don't
leave things to get worse! Fear, will only make things ten times worse, and
you certainly don't want that!!! Do not sit in pain, and agony, go in, find
out what is going on, and deal with it promptly, there are too many people
that leave things until it's too late!!!!!! Take control, and please gain
control of yourself, think positive thoughts, and have trust and faith, you
will be ok, but if you leave things to get worse, you may not be so lucky!!!
I , as a friend, as a person who cares, am asking you to please, go and have
your condition looked at!!! Life is precious hun, and you are
precious..........people need you !!!!!!! Write when you are able to, and my
dearest prayer's are with you!!!!!!!!!! Get help, NOW!!!!!!!!!