thank you so much, that was beautiful!! You know i try very hard not to but sometimes i just cant help but give in. I love my mother so much and i miss her so bad. Its so weird for me not to be able to pick up the phone and tell her i love her or ask her if she wants to go out to lunch. I miss the sound of her voice, her sitting in the er with me constantly, just holding my hand and telling me everything was going to be okay, i just wish that my family wasnt being so hard on me. I wasnt even able to be with them the day she died because they didnt want me. It just still hurts so bad but i am trying very hard to deal with it. Its hard to believe that money is more important to them than family. Me and my sister used to be very close or, atleast i thought we were. After reviewing alot of things in my head now i realize that it was what i created, not her. Anyway, thank you so much for your support, it means so much. I love you all.
Susie - south jersey