terrible pain and upcoming surgeon appointment
From: Fragmidas@aol.com
Sun Feb 23 11:36:06 2003
Hello dear friends:
Im writing because i have been having a terrible time with pain in the past
two months and I feel like im going crazy. I have an appointment with a
surgeon in turnersville next week and while im excited about having a surgery
that could possibly ease my pain, I am terrified of being operated on again
because of my last surgery which almost killed me and the lack of concern
shown by my obgyn. I know i need help because i am on the verge of making
another visit to the er but since my last surgery i keep playing this waiting
game to go to the doctors because of shear fear which usually ends me up in
the er because i waited too long to be treated. Im not quite sure how to get
over it. I am petrified that its going to happen again and i want to be here
for me children. Im sorry i dont mean to sound so weak but im scared, i hurt
so bad and I just dont know how to deal with it. Thank you for listening. I
have had a terrible time sleeping these past few weeks because its constantly
on my mind.
your troubled friend in south jersey who sends you easy hugs,
susie
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