Well, I'm still trying to prusue my pcp to talk to my insurence and let
me go to Pa to have surgery with Dr. Gerhart. thats all it will take
is for my pcp to make 1 call and tell my insurence that he thinks it
will benifit me. The problem: my pcp insist that because we live in
haverhill mass and i go to boston DR's where there is in fact alot of
technology that there HAS to be someone who can help me without going
out of state, but there isnt to my knowledge, me and my mom have tried
looking.I know most people are going to say go to germany not pa, but i
cant, first of all my mom cant fly we def. dont have the money, and my
pcp no way would let me go out of the country. so my next best hope is
dr gerhart, My pcp told me he doesnt feel comfertable sending me to
another state to someone he doesnt know, so i offered to give him dr.
gerharts phone number adress and e-mail and he said he still wouldnt
feel comfertable, I have found what seems to be a really nice and caring
pain dr in boston at brigamen womens hospital, she is moving there from
another hospital, so i cant get an appt. right away, so my pcp has been
dealing with my pain meds ( oxycontin 40mg 2x a day and max of 2
percocet a day for breakthrough pain. and he jst added neurontin and
vioxx) so i would think he would want me to go al least try to get ride
of the adhesions instead of taking all these meds. Even on all these
meds i still get a good ( actually bad ) amout of breakthrough pain. he
mentioned that the next time i run out he might switch me to the
percocet fast release withput tylynol.) i am very thankful that he is
some what understanding about my adhesions and pain but i know i repet
myself alot but i'm just so fusterated, and begining to get depressed,
I'm 19 have had the same boyfriend for 6 years and am engagged . he is
in the navy so we will planning a wedding sometime next year, and with
all the problems i have i would like to start a family young,my mom wnet
through puburty when she was 12 and started menopuse when she was 30 (
my aunt 33) and due to purcausious puberty i started puberty when i was
7! i had to get a shot in my butt every month for 2 years so i wouldnt
get my period at 7 and at 9 stop the shots and got my period a month
later, so for all i know i could go through puberty when i'm 27 for
cryin out loud! Girls I'm so sorry to come on here and write a book
everytime and bable on but, i just want to stop or at least make the
pain somewhat better, without having to feel guilty from taking 6 meds
every night, and i really want to have a family before its too late,
besides all the hormonale stuff i only have 1 ovary plus massive
adhesions and have been told by 2 gynos that if i can get pregnant with
all the adhesions it is going to take tons of fertility drugs. Like i
said I'm so so sorry, to write so much and complain, i just feel like
sometimes my mom gets fusterated when i complain to her and everyone on
here understands what i'm going through and how i feel( which is getting
to be very depressed)I just want to be able to do even some of the
things every other 19 year old does instead of lying down in bed because
i'm in pain I mean how am i suppose to get married whn i cant even have
intercourse with my fiennce ( when he can come home )because it hurts
too much(he has been so supporting through all this i just feel that its
so unfair to him that i cant even go to the movies usually because i
feel so lousy) I guess i just need to find a way to get my pcp to let me
go to pa so i will at least have a chance to have a somewhat normal
life, any suggestions would help so much, thanks SOOOOOOO much for
listening to me complain and probably bore evryone to death. i dont
know what i would do with out this site.
AnnMarie