I want to give up......but I wont
From: International Adhesions Society (tracy.joslin@adhesions.org)
Wed Mar 24 21:52:33 2004
From: Behalf Of M71665@aol.com
Sent: Wednesday, March 24, 2004 7:42 PM
Subject: Re: I want to give up......but I wont
I know exactly how you feel. I have 3 children and only
38 years old and have suffered with this terrible "sickness"
for so many years. Last year I had my hystercomy with
hope of no more suffering. Well after a few weeks
I was in pain and my friend who is a massage therapist
came over and found the adhesions were alreadys spreading
around my bladder and bowels. Its now a year after
the surgery and I no longer can do my own shopping,
go out and have fun. I barely make it through a day
at work if that. My kids are on their own. I have
a 3 year old son who has muscle problems bec/ of
growing in my very full utuerus (full of scar tissue)
and so he needs so much help. I can't have him home
bec of the pain I am in. I am on painkillers and
antideprassants and nothing helps with the pain.
Sometimes i feel like giving up too. But than I
see my 3 beautiful boys and know i must get real
help. though I cant seem to find it.
I am very religious so firmly belive that G0d is
doing this for my own good..but man it hurts...
DONT GIVE UP>>.there must be a light at the end
of this tunnel somewhere...
Michelle
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