My last post was on March 19th 2004. Then I was engaged and getting
ready for surgery #2. Now I am 6 months married and getting ready for
surgery #3. They found adhesions (surgery #1) and adhesions, fibroids,
cysts and endometriosis (surgery #2). It's funny but I still have the
same fears now as I did back in March 2004, what if they don't find
anything or don't make me feel better. I'm even having doubts if I want
to go through with the surgery. They are using lasers this time and
doing two additional procedures and it's suppose to be "better". It
just took longer to heal then I expected the last 2 times and what if
nothing is found and I did the surgery for nothing??? Does anyone else
ever feel this way? Also, how do others deal with people who just don't
understand endometriosis? I swear I'm so tired of people telling me to
just get pregnant. How insensitive and stupid!