Hi, I know exactly what you are going thru. I am sorry you are in so much pain,; i went thru that for 3 years because i had the wrong doctor do the procedure. He puncture my bladder and apendix and had to remove it. I finally had doctors from a university teaching hospital to do my last surgery march 2007. So far I still recovery, still pain on my abdomen and numb, the vaginal cuff area is still not healed so they did a biopsy and we are doing a ultrasound this thursday. I too have lost contact with people. I can never schedule anything with them because i never know how i am going to feel that day. So i just dont talk about it much anymore, I just stay to myself. No one understands. I filed for disability and was turned down for the second time. I am appealing at this moment. I now have Diabetes type 2, Osteoporosis, fractured wrist and frozen shoulder and they say i can go to work. Yeah right. Hang in there. Val