HELLO THOUGH MAYBE I WOULD DROP A FEW LINES TO KNOW THAT SOMEONE OUT THERE WILL HEAR ME AND UNDERSTAND.WHY DO WE HAVE FEEL SO ALONE.I FEEL LIKE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS INCLUDING MY DOCTOR.DO NOT GET ME WRONG AFTER 15 SURGIES AND SAVING MY LIFE I STILL DO NOT FEEL HE UNDERSTANDS.I HAVE 2 GIRLS THAT IS GROWN AND ONE STICKS BY ME NO MATTER WHAT AND IS THERE FOR ME EVEN IF SHE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND THWE PAIN I AM IN.THE OTHER THINKS I MAKE IT UP AND TO GET ON WITH MY LIFE.ALL SHE SEES IF I CAN DO FOR HER.
THE DOCTOR I HAVE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH PAIN I AM IN AND LOOKS AT ME AS IF I AM JUST AFTER PAIN MEDS.THAT IS REALLY WHAT I WANT MORE PROBLEMS WITH THE MEDS AND TO BE LOOKED AT AS IF I AM JUST WANTING MEDS.SO I DO NOT ASK FOR ANYTHING AND JUST SUFFER ALONE.AWHILE BACK I TOLD MY DOCTOR I COULD NOT TAKE IT ANYMORE AND PUT A DNR IN MY FILE AND JUST RIDE IT OUT UNTIL THE END BUT THAT IS NOT FAIR TO MY FAMILY.I AM 47 AND FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS OVER FOR THE MOST PART.THE WORD SURGEY SCENDS ME IN A TAIL SPIN.
I KNOW IF I DO NOT HAVE SURGEY WHEN I NEED IT I WILL BE TROUBLE BUT DOES THIS EVER EWND I DO NOT SEE IT DOING SO.THE LOOK ON MY ONE DAUGHTERS FACE AND SEEING THE TEARS WHEN THEY WHEEL ME AWAY TO CUT ON ME AGAIN JUST KILLS ME.I LIVE IN OKLA AND ASK MY DOCTOR HOW MANY PEOPLE HE TAKES CARE OF WITH ADHESIONS AND HE TOLD ME ONLY 3.I TRIED TO ASK HIM TO GIVE ANYONE OF THEM THE NEXT TIME HE SAW THEM TO GIVE THEM MY PHONE # BUT HE JUST BLEW ME OFF.HE TELLS ME TO GO OUT AND ENJOY LIFE AND TO HAVE FUN UNTIL I NEED HIM AGAIN--RIGHT!!!!THAT IS WHAT MAKES ME FEEL HE HAS NO CLUE TO WHAT PAIN THIS MAKES.
DOES ANYONE ELSE FEEL THIS WAY?IT IS ONE THING TO HAVE A DOCTOR NOT UNDERSTAND BUT TO HAVE YOUR OWN CHILD THING YOU ARE CRAZY AND JUST WANT PAIN MEDS JUST HURTS SO MUCH.IT IS LIKE IF YOU CAN NOT SWEE THE PROBLEM IT IS NOT THERE.I LIVE IN OKLAHOMA AND WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM ANYONE THAT WANTS TO TALK TERRI_SCHMITZ@YAHOO.COM. THANKS FOR LETTING FEEL LIKE SOMEONE UNDERSTANDS
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