> ----- Original Message -----
From: Alta Costew<mailto:racostew@sbcglobal.net>
To: Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS<mailto:adhesions@mail.obgyn.net>
Sent: Thursday, February 05, 2009 9:54 PM
Subject: Update/Vent
Hi All,
Thank you to everyone who sent well wishes and prayers, I really appreciate it. You all have made me feel sane during all of this. It has also taken a burden off my husband. He tries to understand but I know it's hard.
As you know I had surgery three weeks ago to remove two masses and adhesions. I had hoped to feel better but don't. The pain is back and I am tired all the time. I am at a loss as to what to do. My husband had hoped to get his energetic wife back but she hasn't shown up yet. I don't dare tell him that I hurt because it will hurt him so much. I want my life back. I want my body back. I know I don't have it as bad as some and I hate to even vent, but I am so down. I had hoped to get my usual six month vacation from pain I get inbetween surguries.
I am more determined to work on the questionaire so we all might learn something that connects us to each other.
thank you guys for listening. Alta