What adhesions have done to me......
From: Bill Murphy (misterbmurphy@aol.com)
Mon Oct 12 19:54:56 2009
Pain (Adhesion) - My Best Friend
It is constant and consistent,
it keeps it's commitment,
it forces me to the floor,
I thrash and writhe till I wake no more,
but it is always with me,
as a best friend should be.
I roll on the carpet,
semi-aware, I cannot stop it,
it tears at my face,
my skin, hard to find a trace,
but it is always with me,
as a best friend should be.
It keeps me from sleep,
sometimes I weep,
three hours a night,
it has great might,
but it is always with me,
as a best friend should be.
It keeps me from eating,
I hear a loud beating,
it tears me apart,
as it exerts my heart,
but it is always with me,
as a best friend should be.
It burns right through me,
in places x-ray can't see,
like a red hot knife,
as I ponder taking my life,
but it is always with me,
as a best friend should be.
It destroyed my family,
I did not see,
walked away, my wife,
ruined my life,
but it is always with me,
as a best friend should be.
Today, lonely days,
monotonous are my ways,
always lonely nights,
no longer willing to fight,
but it is always with me,
as a best friend should be.
I wouldn't expect anything less,
from My Best Friend.
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