I have not posted in a while, but I have so much anger that I do not
know what to do anymore. I have suffer from adhesions for almost 3
years, it has been a long struggle and it seems not to end soon.
Yesterday I got my medical records and found out that the doctor said
that I should not have anymore surgery for a long time, and that he
feels that most of the pain is becuse I am depressed, well I have been
telling the doctors that depression is not what I am, I have anger
because no one can tell me why I am hurting(it is not all in my head, I
do not think I could make myself hurt this much),if all that was not
enough to deal with I was reading another note from a different doctor
that said that my ovary is stuck to my cuff and that is what happened to
make me lose my right ovary, and when I asked the doctor about this he
said that is what he thinks thatis what is going on, well to say the
least that news stressed me out becuase I am only 26 and really do not
want to lose my ovary, so now I am seeing another doctor to see if it is
my ovary, and hopefully gets some answers since the military doctors can
not find out what is the problem, but some how adhesions are the problem
again. Sorry for it being so long but wanted to vent alittle since it
is driving me nuts.Thanks for listening.