Hi There,
Hang in there you aren't nuts!. Just a note to say I've also been through
the antidepressant prescription option and Like someone else said it wasn't
depression but anger! or for me frustration and impotent rage.
If you want to do something to combat the feeling of your life slipping out
of your control, I suggest you do a 3 day course called the Landmark Forum.
Landmark Education have centres in many large cities across the U.S. and
globally.
It didn't change my pain but it changed the way I could deal with it and
gave me a perspective from which to re-empower myself. If anyone is
interested I can e-mail a list of centre phone numbers etc.
Best wishes to all of you wonderful people out there.