Hi everyone,
Well I'm definitely having a bad week with the pain and frustrations of
not being able to take pain meds because I have a stomach ulcer too
(which also isn't getting any relief from the meds they gave me). I
posted about my back pain/problems a couple weeks ago, those are getting
worse either because of or despite physical therapy. I had a low back
spine xray done by a chiropractor last week and they found some serious
abnormalities and sent me back for more detailed xrays on Fri., tomorrow
I will go over the results of those with the chiro & also my new PCP. I
have been told by both the chiro and now today my PT, I can't be treated
until the abnormality is proved or disproved since they could
permanently injure me by continuing to treat me. So now I don't even
get the feel good stuff from PT sessions. Even massage therapy is out
til they know for sure what's going on.
It appears the left side of my L-5 vertabrae is GONE! Either
disintegrated from osteoporosis or degenerative disc disease or
something else. My spine is also in a V shape in my lower back instead
of a nice gentle S. One leg is 3/4" longer than the other. I can't
stand up straight at all, can't sit down without pain, muscle relaxers
are all I can take and they aren't working at all. I have a ton of
narcotic pain pills I can't take due to stomach but I am getting
desperate. I can't take ibuprofen (that's what caused the ulcer),
aspirin or even tylenol (liver damage).
I am so depressed because I'm in so much pain and have no answers as to
why, nor any relief! At least you all can take pain pills to dull some
of the pain. I am getting desperate and want to just cry and scream out
my frustrations.
I'm having severe abdominal and pelvic pain, my left thigh numb and
tingly, my lower back, mid-back (torn muscle) & neck hurt, my bowels
aren't moving right STILL after 10 weeks (post-op), I almost throw up
every time I eat--feel alot of pain, nausea and pressure when I eat. I'm
a mess.
I guess I feel like I should be better by now, you know? It's been 2 &
1/2 months since my last LAP surgery to remove ovaries and tubes &
massive adhesions in upper right quadrant (wouldn't you know I have had
pain there since the 1st week after surgery).
I can't stand the sight of my fat flabby body yet I can't exercise
because it kills me (tears muscles, hurts abdomen, hurts back, etc).
Thanks for letting me rant. I'll stop here before I end up causing a
mass suicide. LOL
Maybe I need an anti-depressant to get me through this too.
Gina