I am having a very hard time with this. I just can't believe they have
come back so soon. I just moved to Kentucky to get back with my son's
father and this happens. I started working about a week ago, but I now
have had to quit because I can barely get out of bed let alone work
without being in excrutiating pain once again. I don't know what i am
going to do. I have no job, and no insurance now and I am in so much
pain I can't hardly stand it. All my boyfriend is worried about is
money. He is worried about me too, but all he talks about is how
worried he is about money and that makes me feel so guilty. I feel so
helpless and guilty when there is nothing I can do. I would give
anything for these stupid things to stop coming back and be pain free
and be able to work and keep a job like most people. I am going to try
and get on Medicaid which is something that I despise having to do. I
don't really have any alternatives right now though. All I know is I
can't take this pain much longer and I have to be seen by a doctor soon.
I am so glad I found this sight. It does make me feel better knowing
that I am not alone, and that I have somewhere to vent my frustrations
knowing that no one on here will critisize me or make me feel guilty
about something that I can't control. Thank you so much everyone for
listening.