Re: I am so upset

From: LNewman@milbank.com
Mon Aug 21 12:23:37 2000

Stacey, I just found out that there is a dr. in Woodbridge, Virginia and one in Germany. I don't know where you live, if you can travel, or what your money situation is but if you could get to these drs., you may be better enough to work and have a functional life. The dr. in Woodbridge I know nothing about, but one of your ladies, Barbara, had surgery last week and I am waiting to speak with her about him. You may want to inquire from others on the forum, if they know his background and can explain it all to you, and there is a dr. in Germany that I do know that he is fabulous! I am going to him in November. This will be my last shot at getting better. If it doesn't work, we are selling the house and moving into an apartment or condo-like apartment; we just wouldn't be able to make the mortgages. We may even have to file a Chapter 13 due to the bills we owe. If I go down, I take my family with me and that is just NOT going to happen!!! I also know that there i no way I can continue to drive myself given the pain I am in, I just can't. I do know how you feel, and everyone on this board has been nothing but nice, kind and loving, and believe me, everyone stands behind you 100% so never think you are alone, not with all of us around!!!

> -----Original Message-----
> From: sam7398@aol.com [SMTP:sam7398@aol.com]
> Sent: Monday, August 21, 2000 7:15 AM
> To: Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS
> Subject: I am so upset
>
> I am having a very hard time with this. I just can't believe they have
> come back so soon. I just moved to Kentucky to get back with my son's
> father and this happens. I started working about a week ago, but I now
> have had to quit because I can barely get out of bed let alone work
> without being in excrutiating pain once again. I don't know what i am
> going to do. I have no job, and no insurance now and I am in so much
> pain I can't hardly stand it. All my boyfriend is worried about is
> money. He is worried about me too, but all he talks about is how
> worried he is about money and that makes me feel so guilty. I feel so
> helpless and guilty when there is nothing I can do. I would give
> anything for these stupid things to stop coming back and be pain free
> and be able to work and keep a job like most people. I am going to try
> and get on Medicaid which is something that I despise having to do. I
> don't really have any alternatives right now though. All I know is I
> can't take this pain much longer and I have to be seen by a doctor soon.
> I am so glad I found this sight. It does make me feel better knowing
> that I am not alone, and that I have somewhere to vent my frustrations
> knowing that no one on here will critisize me or make me feel guilty
> about something that I can't control. Thank you so much everyone for
> listening.
>
> --
> Stacey
>

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