During High School, I was a stupid, experimenting teenager. I thought I would lay out of school one day with a few of my classmates. Well, I got caught, got in trouble and life went on.
During a dream, the next week. I was riding down the road with my buddies at a high rate of speed, I was setting in the front seat as before, but all of a sudden the picture, I was seeing became red, filled with crying, sadness, and screams, at first I seen myself, but I then I couldn't see myself, I could only see Jacinda and the two guys. Needless to say, I woke up mortified and in cold sweats.
This dream, eat at me all week. Friday morning came around and those individuals ask me to lay out again. I grew faint at the thought of it. I told Jacinda not to go, that I didn't feel good about it. She went anyway.
After school, my Mom pulled me into her lap (which was unusual) and said she had something to tell me. I stopped her and told her, that I knew Jacinda and the rest had been in an accident. The accident was so terrible, that the doc's were not sure Jacinda would make it because she was sitting in the front seat, where I had normally sat and her body had been mangled. She survived, but not without scars, pins, bolts, etc., throughout her body. The two guys were also seriously hurt, but recovered.
During my awesome divorce in 97 and considering the man I was married to and the abuse Crystal and I was enduring, while searching for peace and freedom. I began to dream...a lot. My dreams kept me abreast of what my husband was up to.
At one time, my husband stole my truck and threatened bodily harm against me. I was terrified and on advisement I was told to leave town for a few days with Crystal. I left and the night before I came back, I dreamed that he would be somewhere around my exit on the way back into town. The closer I got to town, the more anxious I became, as well as physically sick.
As my dream had told me and sure enough, William was waiting for me, but I was smart enough to take a different direction and bypass him. He had no idea that I was back in town until the next day. By that time, my protection order was signed and filed. We were safe briefly.
The last story and I will let you go.
July 97, I worked in a small grocery store, while my divorce was being finished up. I had become good friends with Greg, my present husband.
A strange lady came in, came through my check out and touched my arm, but kindly jumped back away from me. I thought that was strange and I was uncomfortable about her touching me anyway. She began to tell me, that she felt that I had "matters of the heart problems in my life". I simply answered, "life can be tricky sometimes, but we continue to live". She left.
Two or three weeks later she came back. Told me, that she couldn't get me off her mind, that she had started a phone prayer line for me and had nightmares about me and my daughter. (She was a stranger remember, she didn't know anything about me, nor my family). Said she had seen me in her dreams running out of the store, jumping into my truck, crying, scared, and speeding away. She proceeded to tell me that God had sent her to me with a message. Well, I listened. She took out a prayer cloth and handed it to me and to keep it with me always and that my guardian angel was living and was very close to me and was male. She hugged me with tears in her eyes, telling me life would get better as long as I believed in God's power and love. She left, I never seen her again.
10 minutes later, Greg (my friend, coworker, and present husband) walked in behind me, bent over and kissed me on the cheek and said "I am your guardian angle, here to love you and here to protect you always and forever"!
Talking about sinking to my knees. During the two or three weeks, that I hadn't seen the strange lady. William had stolen Crystal while I was at work and I had done everything she had seen in her dreams of me. And my angle did come to me.
It has been four years, I haven't seen that lady since and Greg never knew her, seen her, or otherwise.
Dreams are truly Gods way of letting us know that he is with us, but it is up to us, to interpret them in the manner, in which they are intended. A word of advise, never lose sight of what God tells you, while you are asleep.
Safe journey and my prayers will be with you, the others, and your dear Mother. Hugs, your friend...
--- Bernie and Beverly Doucette <bnb@cybrzn.com>
wrote:
> Isn't that some story, Renee,
> I keep thinking of it and how she looked as she told
> it...and how peaceful
> she was! She even giggled a bit as though she was
> simply thrilled at all of
> it!!
>
> I am a nurse, and I understood that when a person
> was placed under
> anesthesia, they had NO type of mental awareness at
> all..if they did, they
> would feel pain and react to it!!
>
> It is amazing, I agree!
>
> Thank-you
> Beverly
>> ----- Original Message -----
> From: Renee Madron <madron2@yahoo.com>
> To: Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS
> <adhesions@mail.medispecialty.com>
> Sent: Monday, October 30, 2000 6:33 PM
> Subject: Re: Do prayers look like " Diamonds ?"
>
> > This is simply amazing. The power of prayer and
> the
> > mercy of our Father God, kept your mother close
> and
> > allowed her to envision, the many prayers on her
> > behalf, and what a symbolic way He allowed this to
> > occur, through diamonds, the most precious gem
> known
> > to us, as our prayers in His name are just as
> precious
> > to Him. I commend your Mother on all of her
> endearing
> > qualities. And I commend you Bev, for your
> > unconditional love for your Mother and your work
> with
> > IAS. Hugs, your friend...
> > --- Bernie and Beverly Doucette <bnb@cybrzn.com>
> > wrote:
> > > I would like to express my appreciation for so
> many
> > > kind and compassionate words sent to me this
> last
> > > weekend when my mother took ill, it really
> touched
> > > my heart and did make a difference how I was
> able to
> > > get through this time of sadness...I printed out
> > > many of your thoughts and prayers and read them
> to
> > > mother as I sat at her bedside .she loved them.
> > > She beamed, she even had me read them over
> again,
> > > and them made sure I left them at her bedside
> when
> > > we said good night! Thank-you all for touching
> MY
> > > mothers life in such a special way! How blessed
> I
> > > was to be able to experience the joy and pride
> in
> > > her face as I shared with her the caring words
> of my
> > > wonderful friends from ALL over the world..she
> > > smiled and smiled!!! And my heart was so filled
> > > with happiness, that at anytime my heart started
> to
> > > sadden, it was immediately filled with thoughts
> of
> > > her enjoying your letters about HER!
> > > Thank-you from the bottom of my heart..your an
> > > awesome group of wonderful angels..all of you!
> > > Please read on and draw your own conclusions to
> my
> > > mothers " dream! "
> > > ( Remember..people do not dream when under for
> > > surgery..so did she or didn't she? )
> > >
> > > I would like to share this story that mom told
> us on
> > > Saturday while we were there... it is neat! She
> was
> > > sound asleep when we came into her room, so I
> > > quietly started to sit down in the chair next to
> her
> > > bed, she opened her eyes so wide and looked at
> me
> > > and smiled from ear to ear! That shocked me as I
> > > didn't know at that time she had not had the
> > > interabdominal procedure completed..and man, she
> > > sure was wide awake only a few hours after her
> > > surgery I was thinking!! But she was smiling ear
> to
> > > ear!!!
> > >
> > > " Just before I was put under, the Dr. said he
> was
> > > going to put me to sleep now, and I told HIM he
> had
> > > better wake me up, and he said he intended to
> wake
> > > me up, in my mind I was thinking that he had
> better
> > > do that anyway, and then I said a prayer asking
> GOD
> > > to let me see my kids faces one more time,
> ....!!"
> > >
> > > I then overheard her telling this to our son,
> > > Jeffrey.. Bernie, Jenny & I all looked at each
> other
> > > then stopped and listened..I thought for a
> moment
> > > she had, well, lost it, but she sure was right
> on
> > > target when she told this!!!
> > >
> > > " When I was sleeping during the surgery, a lady
> > > came to me and woke me up, I looked all around
> this
> > > room and it was FULL of diamonds, thousands of
> > > beautiful sparkling diamonds, everywhere I
> looked I
> > > could see them sparkling all around me!!! I
> asked
> > > the lady what they were for,and she said they
> were
> > > all for ME.!" " For ME? " The lady took a
> handful
> > > of the diamonds and showed them to me, they were
> > > spilling over out of her hands!!" "Why for ME?
> " I
> > > asked her and she said. " These are all the
> people
> > > who care about you, who are praying for you and
> who
> > > love you, each one of these is a thought for
> you!"
> > > Then mom said , " All I would like is to see my
> kids
> > > faces one more time, and I will be happy, that's
> all
> > > I ask for is to wake up to see them one more
> time!"
> > > The lady said to her, " Your going to wake up
> and
> > > see them again, that is going to happen...you
> are
> > > surrounded by lots of love, Evelyn! " Then mom
> said
> > > she could hear someone calling her name, "
> Evelyn
> > > are you awake, are you awake? " Mom said, " Am
> I? "
> > > The nurse said to her, " Evelyn open your eyes.
> " I
> > > opened my eyes and I said, " I guess I AM awake,
> I
> > > am awake again!!" And that nurse said to me that
> I
> > > had a lot of kids anxiously waiting to see their
> mom
> > > and that they could all come in and see me now!!
> It
> > > was the best thing I ever saw, my kids faces
> > > again.....and ohhh, all those diamonds around
> me,
> > > I'll never forget that as long as I live!!
> > >
> > > I asked mom who she thought the lady was, and
> she
> > > said to me, " Oh it wasn't a lady, not really,
> it
> > > was all inside my mind as I was sleeping during
> that
> > > surgery! But it sure was beautiful, all my
> diamonds
> > > around me! "
> > > Mother was not talking about the diamond as
> gems,
> > > but as something so beautiful and representing
> of
> > > thoughts and love for HER!
> > >
> > > And as she told this story, her face was filled
> with
> > > such awe and happiness as well as a peace that
> it
> > > simply made her glow, she smiled and sat up for
> > > four hours that afternoon..all smiles...and you
> can
> > > see her pictures only 3 hours after her
> surgery...(
> > > if you would like to see them, e-mail me
> personally
> > > for that ! )
> > >
> > > I think our mother actually SAW the prayers that
> > > were given up to heaven for her to survive
> this...at
> > > no time did she go into any kind of arrest or
> > > failure of any kind during her surgery. The
> surgeons
> > > were not able to actually complete the surgery
> as
> > > planned as mother was simply to frail to have
> > > survived it had they tried.They made a decision
> to
> > > let her rest as she is, and how long will mom go
> on,
> > > I don't know, they say they don't know either,
> but
> > > she says that it will be longer then anyone
> thinks,
> > > and it doesn't matter anyway, she is fine and as
> > > each day goes by that she is still here, so be
> > > it...leave it alone she says!
> > > I asked her if she thought I should follow
> through
> > > with my trip to Germany and she said that if her
> > > kids were going to sit around and die along with
> > > her, then she did something wrong in raising
> us..so
> > > I will go to Germany and I will purchase her a
> medal
> > > at the Cathedral in Cologne, Germany as she has
> > > asked me to and send it to her...and
> whatever...is
> > > simply what ever!!!
> > >
> > > GOD Bless all my " Diamonds " here on the
> IAS..and
> > > he will too if I can help it!!
> > >
> > > Love Bev
> > >
> >
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> > Richmond Adhesion Society
> > Richmond, IN
> > madron2@yahoo.com
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