Re: I need to have a crying party.......anyone got an extra ear with a few to...

Thu Mar 22 13:52:05 2001

kcmo rose: If there is a reason for this pain, suffering, indignation and humiliation, I've yet to become aware of it. But then, I never knew the reason I got cancer 4 times. I guess as time goes on we learn the reasons. Maybe it is to support others, maybe to become a teacher to those less aware, maybe it is to teach us patience, but whatever the reason I am sure that it is a good one. I have many many days that suicide comes to mind, but never once would I act it out because I lost my mother to suicide and I know what an empty hole it leaves in those left behind. But to say that it doesn't cross my mind would be a lie. I only pray that somewhere somehow there is a doctor who is going to take care of me and get me out of pain and then maybe I can do whatever it is God has planned for me. Thank you for your words of encouragement. They did help. **HUGS** Missy

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