Dear Misssy, I'm sorry but I don't remember where you live. You need someone to
drive you and be with you. You need to get involved with a support group. I know
you are smart and strong to have held up this long, but you can't do it alone.
Isn't there something or somebody who will help you? Please reach out into the
community, pride be gone. Keep writing to us here at the board. We care. Love,
Sally