Dawn, Look for the stars in the sky
From: Sally Grigg (lostcst@mcn.org)
Sat Apr 28 21:38:22 2001
My dear Dawn, please buy or get from the library a spiritual book where you read
one page a day and hold onto the idea of staying here on the earth. God will call
you home when he needs you, but it sounds like you have things to do here. Please
find the strength to keep going, I'll pray that you are involved in a church
where someone local can help you. Stay alive, please and write back. There has
to be a doctor somewhere who can help. I'm in California, way too far away. You
are in my thoughts, Can you see outside from your bedroom? Can you see the stars
in the sky? Love, Sally
Cheechiebomb@aol.com wrote:
> Hey
> I have been waiting for the name of a dr in east TN but still have not
> gotten that information.I have already sent in 2 pain forms. I had a terrible
> day yesterday I thought I was dying. I couldn't even get to my feet without
> horrible pain.My whole abdomen started hurting and my lower back was hurting
> also.The worst was I could feel like a squeezing in my chest it was very
> scarey I took some aspirn and the chest pain eased up alot. Now this morning
> I am still hurting but not in my chest.
> I figure my blood pressure went up pretty high while I was hurting so bad.I
> have been to dr after dr and surgeon after surgeon the most recent laughed at
> me and said
> he was not allowed to give medication to anyone unless he did a procedure on
> them.
> I just feel like giving up. I wonder if he knows how it feels to beg God to
> take you home.Sorry that is how bad I feel and how tired I am. No one down
> here seems to care that I have lost all this weight in amonth or that I am in
> pain almost every minute of everyday.The worst thing is watching my little
> girls faces when I can't get up from a sitting position because of the pain.I
> cry almost all the time. I wish there was something I could do.I talk to God
> alot waiting for His solution I am sure He will send me an answer soon.Thanks
> for listening.
> Dawn
>
|
