Same for you honey, we're all here for you. Whining is allowed, after all you've been through. There is no need to hide the fact when we realize that we are having pain again. I know that I was afraid to come clean in the beginning too, and I know a few others that were afraid, but we must, so that others may learn and know that me must keep fighting for a cure for this horrid disease.
Love,
Helen C.