Millie wrote:
> Karen,I had my coat,pants and keyboard all soaked from tears. If it
> wasn't for Ed and my Dad, I don't think I'd be here. I hate to be
> honest, but everytime I see a young girl or a young woman who I know
> has a uterus, it makes things that much worse on me. I don't have too
> much to do. I do paint those little village buildings. I write things
> down, but not good thoughts. Thank you for 'sticking'by me.Love,Millie
>
>> ----- Original Message -----
> From: KCarter706@aol.com
> To: Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS
> Sent: Friday, June 01, 2001 5:37 PM
> Subject: To Millie
> Millie;
>
> What do you mean you have to get out of here NOW ? I hope
> you meant that you
> were just signing off the web !! Gosh, don't feel bad about
> crying in front
> of your Dad, my Mom has been calling me to see how I am
> feeling and for two
> weeks I was really down in the dumps, and I cried on the
> phone all the time.
> Then I wrote her a long email and then SHE really cried !!!
>
> It's ok to let out your emotions, you really are dwelling
> too much on being
> obstructed, if you really think you are, then you should
> really go to the ER,
> they can do a CT Scan and tell from that I am sure. I have a
> hard time too
> when it comes to dwelling on things, so I am no better than
> you dwelling on
> things, but between yesterday and today I think I am finally
> pulling out of
> my slump (depression). My psychiatrist changed my Serax
> (anti-anxiety
> medication)to Klonopin the other night and I think that
> might have something
> to do with it. And my pain management clinic prescribed for
> me something new
> for pain yesterday and I already feel it working. I only
> need two a day, it's
> not Oxycontin either, and the last time I took one was at
> 5:30 a.m., here it
> is 12 hours later and I don't think I quite need one yet.
> Not unless the
> "DEVIL" pain shoots down my leg unexpectedly.
>
> You take care of yourself and please think positive
> thoughts, find a craft of
> hobby to do, is there anything you like to do to occupy your
> time? There are
> hundreds of things that you could do to take your mind off
> some of your
> ailments, I know from myself it helps. I worked in the
> garden the other day
> and it kind of helped.
>
> I wish you the best always, Pain Free Days,
>
> Love,
>
> Karen C.
>
> Karen Carter
>