I would like to believe that I am a strong person, but in reality I am not. It is my faith in God that gets me through all of this. Long ago I learned to "Let go and Let God." Sure some people will laugh at that, but I will tell you what....I don't focus on the pain...or the problems anymore. I know that I have very limited...if any...control over these things and I just have to believe that even if I should die I will have served a purpose here on this earth.
By the way Toni, you have done very well in not worrying about everything! I am truly amazed at just how far you have come. I am sure you still have pain and the other problems but I hope that at least you have some peace from not having to worry so much.
God Bless!
-- Karla