I am now 10 weeks post Germany and the pain form the nerve surgery gets
better every day. However, I remain a couch potato and have no energy.
Yesterday I decided that with all my blood counts back up, it must be
something else and I began researching drug withdrawals. I called a
Methadone clinic and spoke with a user who told me that I am indeed
suffering from withdrawals. He described my symptoms exactly. What a
wonderful feeling that was. I was boasting that I made it down form 6
Methadone to 1 a day but what good is it if I am confused and listless,
lying around and staring at space. I quickly took two pills and within
an hour I was functioning again. So now, after 3.5 years on Methadone,
Neurontin, Prozac,and Dilauded (for breakthrough pain), I have a big
problem. Does anyone have a suggestion? I found a clinic who does a
"wash out" where they put you in a coma like state and clean you out but
I need to get funding. We are truly special people and I guess I should
be happy that I am cured at last of both my ailments (adhesions and the
entrapped nerve) but I still am fighting for my life back. I can use
any advise on this. Thanks,